Wednesday, February 20, 2008
its a small world.
i juz met cai yuwei in my hall canteen! its a damn small world la. he was my primary sch classmate n i haven seen him in a damn long time. he was here to visit his gf's sis.. hahahaah i oso met yee jing here few mths back. she was here to visit a fren too. hall 11 is like a congregation of realations. shikai's bro is in my hall too. n so is shiqi's bf.. haaaha i'm so glad i was allocated hall 11 when i came into ntu. =)
oh during new yr my mum bought this tao hua plant. n alot of tao hua bloomed!! so pretty!
wonder if i'l hve 桃花运 this yr. hee
hm my mum called me last night at abt 11 plus to ask me to help her w some dvd problem. managed to help her solve it so she could watch dvd. =) n before she hung up she say gdnight to me. n it suddenly struck me how long i haven said gdnight to her.
okies! i gona go start my fyp report.
time frozen at 12:21 AM
Friday, February 01, 2008
哭就有得抱?!
went to watch vball finals tdy. hall 2 lost to hall 7. hm shall not comment on the game.
shall instead tok abt things tt happened aft tt. oh before tt, haahhhaaha u guys muz be tinkg wat the title of this post is al abt. cos aft the game q a few girls started crying. den one of the girl fr the opp team came over to comfort one of the girls hu was crying n they started sobbin n hugged. ahah dne kok jl saw le den he said 'wa! 哭就有得抱啊!' den he started act crying n walked arnd w his arms wide open as if waiting for ppl to hug him. damn super farny la! ahahah he's really one kok guy. damn farny. haaahaha i tink he'l make a gd fren. hahaa
anw aft tt went to eat w joy n william at extension. the both of them juz kept bickering like a couple la. haaahh. anyone hu din know would really tink they're a couple la. ahahha.
aft tt went joy's hall nua. they were making cny decor using ang pows. aft tt they started gossiping. hahaa i like goin over there cos the whole grp of them makes hall life really interesting n colourful. the kind of hall life i wanted but din manage to hve. come to tink abt it.. now tt i'm graduating but i seem to hve made no true frens from hall. maybe my definition of true fren is too stringent ba. i dunno.
anw this post is yet another random post. juz felt like bloggin n reflecting on the ppl n frenships i've made or not made. n how a certain type of ppl will attract a certain type of ppl n how diff ppl manage their frenships. hahhaaah ok end of post.
time frozen at 1:55 AM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
ramblings
went to watch nball finals tdy. hall7 vs hall6. hall 7 won.. kinda expected la. was hoping can see janice play but they din put her down. toots!
went to eat w janice, shilin and their fren aft tt. went extension. come to tink abt it.. i haven gone for casual meals w them in a long time.. or is it nv before.. hahaha anw it was alittle weird at first but aft tt it was kinda fun. haha last time alot of ppl say me n shilin look alike.. haaah but i tink now no more le la.
went lab tdy. n the wafer which is almost done was spoilt cos of some kok reason! argh! hopefully it can be salvaged tmr.
ok this is like a super random post. hhaaaah tink i shall go bathe soon.
time frozen at 10:53 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
an eventful week!
met up w the vball babes again last fri! went to this place near minds cafe for wanton noodles. damn nice! was supposed to go minds cafe aft tt but alot of ppl din feel like playin games anymore so we ended up goin to TCC opp the wanton noodles place to nua n tok kok. hahaa. we celebrated mel n weiling's bday. 'happy birthday to you.. tmr! happy birthday to you.. tmr!' hahaha really miss tt. n i really enjoy mtg up w them. hee =)
wanted to play vball w the hc peeps on sat aftnoon but there was some kind of miscommunication so in the end din get to play w them. but i met them later at night to celebrate weiling's bday w her church grp. the guys are really damn farny n damn kok. hahaah i tink if i were to do a psuchology reserch proj, i'l do one stdyg their grp dynamics. i tink the way they interact is damn amusing. ahhaaha.
went prawning w weitao n chun aft tt. it was damn fun tho we only manage to catch 8 prawns. the 1st 2 hrs was kinda fruitless. but aft we manage to get the technique rite, the prawns started to come in. the feeling of gettin a bite n pullin the prawn out is great. tho skewering n bbqing them aft tt is not.. weitao became like the official prawn unhooker n skewerer aft tt. ahhaaha prawning is sth i'l definitely do again! hee
me w the 8 prawns.
yums yums!
ahahaah chun say she looks v chui in the photos so told me cannot post any up. hahaaah so no photos of chun here.
oh! went for tuition on Mon n guess wat! i got a pay raise! hee. the mum decided tt i was charging the kid to little n decided to increase my pay. i was so happy tt i decided to go for a run aft tt. haahaha ya i know its kinda weird but i realised i'l feel like runnin when i'm feeling xtra happy or xtra sad. hahahaah n yea. tho the raise is not much but i'm still happy! now i hve a little more money to spare! =)
played vball w the hall 2 ppl on tues. was supposed to play w juz joy n pj but in the end the captain called for a trng so i juz joined in. initially i was q sian cos i was supposed to help train them n i dun tink i'm exactly up to it. ahhah but aft tt some other guys came down n took over n pj came to acc me so it turned out not too bad. the guys are really damn farny. they are so diff fr the girls team.
the net tt day was damn high. i tink joy can walk underneath it. the white tape at the bottom was juz nice at the height of my forehead n jl juz couldn't resist hitting the net so tt it would whack i face. argh! but he was damn kok. he kept gettin hit by balls everytime he turned to face the back of the court. WHAAAHAAHAAH. n markus kept gettin scolded by this girl cos he kept blocking her spikes. hahaahaha damn farny.
had a gathering w the ac netballers on wed! =)
3 generations of us. hee. we went timbre. i've concluded tt timbre is not a gd place to catch up at all. went there twice n both times i couldn't hear wat the others were tokg abt most of the time cos the music was so damn loud. but the pizza there is gd tho. haha anw, there was so much updating! n the most exciting one was tt clarissa is engaged! n her engagement story was sooo sweet!! hahaah no prizes for guessing which is clarissa.
went to watch ih vball semis on thurs. hall2 vs hall3 for the girls n hall 2 vs hall 6 for the guys. the girls won expectedly. the guys lost tho. but i tot they put up a really gd fight. gd job guys! n i tot jl played v well tho his ankle was not perfectly well yet. his spikes were damn amazing. watch already will shuang dao. haaaha. zai!
played mj w the 54 guys on fri night. hahahahah was fun. they really damn zai. they can read ur cards n know wat u're waiting for. n yups. i lost quite alot. but mr weitao sponsored my learning fees this time. WAHAHAHAAHA.
went for lab on sat morn to help my supe conduct a learning session. it was actually q fun. he's a really farny guy. went to play vball aft tt w the hc ppl! mel was there! hee. haven played w her in ages! damn happy! =) watchin her play is a joy. aahaha anw was damn on form tt day. i even blocked this guy's spikes n he's like at least one n a half head taller than me la. but aft tt my hand damn pain. hahaah. damn shiok! haven played like tt in a long time. aahaha
went for my niece's one mth old celebration juz now! yea! i'm an aunt again! hahhah my family is gettin bigger n bigger! so exciting. but up till now like all girls leh.. hmm.. hahaha nvm. girls are gd! hee. the baby is damn cute! n v guai. haah n once she sleeps, its close to impossible to wake her up no matter how noisy it is. amazing. hahha
ohoh n i got a job offer fr exxon! =)) they called me on wed to offer me the package. excited! =) yay!
oh n kiat is back fr his thailand exercise! haven met him in a long time. ahhahaha
n germ! thx! i'm feeling fine already! =)
okies. shall stop here. this is like a damn long post. =)
time frozen at 10:25 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
argh.. sucks.
tdy marks the end of my ihg life in hall. feeling damn sad now la.
juz had a nball game against hall 6. lost. lost without a fight. we were in the semis n losing meant out le. but yet there was no fight. argh i really hate this feeling.
I hate myself for tinkg tt its not possible to win even before we started playing.
I hate myself for not improving myself over the many games played even tho i know i can do much better.
I hate myself for not holding on till the end of the game.
I hate myself for always tryin to find the easy way out without sparing a thought for my fellow players.
I hate myself for not tryin hard enough.
I hate myself for wasting all the balls that the defenders fought so hard to bring down. i'm so sorry.
I hate myself.
argh. i guess there really is no pt in dwelling over it cos its over. sometimes i really wonder wat i'm really like fr someone else's eyes. someone weak n lousy? someone hu's tryin to be wat she's not? someone tryin to act zai? or someone they look up to or someone they wanna be like? guess its pretty demoralising when you hear someone say tt they'l nv wanna be like u. but yups i've heard it a few times fr some of my ivp teammates. yea i know i'm not as zai as u guys or as experienced.. but its not like u know me tt well to judge me la. ya i know tt is precisely y i shldn't take wat they said to heart cos they dun know me well, but in a little little little corner of my heart, i still get bothered by it. not now la.. at tt time. n i guess tt was part of the reason y i didn't enjoy ivp at all. if joy wasn't the capt i tink i would've quit ivp. not like she was 'chaining' me down to it la.. i'm sure if i were to quit she'l still be ok abt it.. but i juz wont be able to make it past myself.. as in i would feel bad quitting halfway n leaving her alone n stuck in tt team. n i din quit oso cos i wanted to play vball. but playin in a team tt i din like juz wasn't fun at all. most of the indivs are nice but everyone juz seem to not fit tgt into a team.. n playin w them juz made me so stress and not confident tt i was hoping my coach will not put me in to play during the games.
guess i juz vomitted q abit of the stuffs tt has been bottled up in me since dunno when. n as i went to the top n read wat i juz typed, i realised my life n my personality has changed q abit. both for the better n for the worst. i used to not be bothered at all abt how others tink of me.. i'l juz do my own stuff. i used to come up w excues to justify the things tt i do lousily or screw up. But i've found out tt its these excuses that's hindering me from improving myself. n thus i've decided to face up to the hard reality n accepting the fact tt i err often. haha. n yes. this is the start of a better cindy! stronger mentally, more disciplined, more independent n hardy! one day i'l hear someone sayin tt they wanna be juz like me! jiayou!
anw i'm still q sad tt i wont be playin anymore ih games w this yr's team. i really like this yr's ih nball team. i'm gona miss all of them!
subin w her superb stamina n her never-say-die attitude. fighting on no matter how tired or injured she is. she's really gd at looking for space n her passes are gd n steady. Thx for being my teammate for the past 4 yrs! i really really enjoyed playing w u cos u're always so dependable n steady! makes me feel secure on court. hee.
huihui! tho u nv play much this yr cos of ur operation, i still enjoyed being ur teammate! i really din know u were not a shooter last time! hahaaha so farny.. since this time nto much chance to play, next time we muz find lobangs to play tgt again ar! keep in contact! hee
n there's huijuan! was really glad when u came into hall 11 cos finally we hve a zai defender. ahaah tho when u off really q off but when u on form ar.. woohoo! damn zai! feel tt u really hve the potential to be much better leh so dun be so lazy! go for loose balls n rebounds! go train up ur stamina! hahaa work hard n jiayou! next yr muz play for hall 11 again leh! cny play mj ar! haha
n of cos there's sandy n angela. wa they are like blessings for the team. angela is really a v zai defender. n she works v well w huijuan. n its really nice watching them play tgt. n see how the opponents struggle to get hte ball near the D den aft tt get intercepted by them. woohoo shiok! ahaha n sandy. she's really damn zai. i tink i in no position to say how zai she is. too zai le. hahaa. her feeding is really really damn gd. sorry crystal n i both not up to standard leh.. heh thx for always covering for me! hee
and the most impt person... crystal!! my partner in crime! hee. i really really really like playin w u cos tho we always clash but i feel so comfortable playin w u! really cant imagine anyone else whom i'l be able to work better w le. am so glad tt we manage to find each other n having u in my ih nball life! rmbed the first time i played w u n it juz felt so right. hahaha its so weird. but i like! hve more confidence in urself! ur shooting is there one! jiayou for next yr leh! muz get into finals k!
n there are many others in the team too but too many to name everyone le. heh.
i would like to say tt i really enjoyed all the trngs n games w everyone! n i hope everyone feels the same way too! love u guys! muackz! =*
wow, it really feels gd to get everyt out. hee. =)
time frozen at 10:47 PM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
fantastic weekend!
last weekend was really gd! =)
it din start well w losing the ivp game on thurs which resulted in us gettin booted out of the tournament.. personally, i felt tt the team had many gd players, but juz no mo qi due ot lack of trngs. oh well.
met up w eileen on fri for lunch. went jp. haven seen her for a damn long time cos she went on exchange to poland. she's getting damn skinny la. hahaha. anw it was nice to meet up w her again! we went ikea to walk aft tt. n yea it was fun. hahaha cos i like to walk ikea.
went town to meet the vball babes for dinner!! =) so exciting! haven had a gathering in a damn long time. n this time, all the ppl fr aussie's back!
was comparing this pic to one we took 3 yrs back. we've really matured. hee.
tink this gathering has the best attendance in duno how many years! really v glad to see all of them. makes me feel like i'm back in secondary sch.. nostalgic. went thai express to eat. den we went starbucks to drink n tok.
left for mel's place at arnd 11. mel's little bro is really damn cute.
hahah these pics are taken by shikai using her phone. damn cute rite! haaha
we went amk hub for bf the next morn. yums! really felt v happy. hee.
went shopping in town w edwin n weitao in the aftnoon. bought a top fr fox. i tink its v nice! aaha.. obviously... if not i wont buy rite... den we went sakae for buffet dinner at hmv! toh peng joined us too.
they really damn kok one leh. ahhaaa the things they tok abt. ahhaa but it was fun. hee =) went walking arnd town abit before heading hme.
went bf w my parents on sunday. had nasi lemak which i alwasy ate when i was young. super nice still! aahaha. met up for dinner w my cousins at the mala huo guo place. the price increased le! =( but it was a gd meet up w them! one of my cousins was back fr overseas to visit. n i haven seen the rest in a while. went for dessert aft tt n it was back to hall.
exciting weekend! =)
oh went to watch ivp finals ystd. guys TP first, ntu second. girls nus first, NP second. this guy fr ntu fell while jumping lo. omg it seems damn painful la. he normally jump v high one. den he slipped while lifting off so he lifted n fell forward.. so its like falling fr height. omg. damn painful.
this pic was taken for a v farny reson. hhaha shall not elaborate here. anw the no 8 is a damn zai player. haah take photo w him honored leh. hee.
oh ya. shall post a pic of part of this yr's ivp team.
hm.. i tink they are juz excuses to get closer to u.. i dunno? hmm..
okies! shall stop here! shall go back to watchin my coffee prince!
time frozen at 5:18 PM
Friday, January 04, 2008
Yoz I'm back!
haven blogged in a long long time! Alot has happened since then. exams... ih.. ivp trngs..outings.. meetups.. subj reg.. results.. christmas.. new yr.. n now, startin of ivp season. all of this has taught me alot.. but has also shown me how weak n lousy i am. damn.
hahaa but i guess the first step of becoming a better person is first finding out my weaknesses! n so fr tmr on, i shall start on my quest on becoming a better person! hahaha
there's so much to say but i'm juz to lazy to type. shall update again soon! shall go watch coffee prince. aahaha
time frozen at 12:43 AM